Cookies Obsession

My Bucket List

Ahmed — Sat, 31 Jul 2010 15:56:21 +0000

See the Coliseum
Go to Al-Hajj
Do bungee jumping
Do sky diving
Create a meal
Swim with (dolphins, sharks, and whales)
Eat at least 30 exotic foods
Go on a safari
Save someone’s life
Win a trophy
Finish collage
Fall in love
Own a pet
Learn horseback riding
Learn fencing
Have a six-pack
See all the greatest movies (imdb & AFI)
Memorize Quran
Feed (a lion, a tiger, a leopard, or a cougar)
See the Mona Lisa
Go to Disney Land
Run a marathon
Climb a mountain (Everest or Kilimanjaro)
See the great wall of china
Visit the Antarctica
Ride the world biggest rollercoaster
Take tour in steam train
Learn manual gear drive
Have a cowboy experience
Backpack around Peru,Chile,Venezuela,Argentina
Attend Rio carnival
Do cliff jumping
Attend surfing school
Learn archery
Learn karate
See the Taj mahal
Learn baloot
Donate blood
Go to Bonnaro music festival
Get married
Start my own business
Buy the house of my dreams
See a game in the Yankee stadium
Experience zero gravity
Attend the world cup
Become a good Muslim and person
See al batra
Throw a massage in a bottle
Grow a plant
Visit a native American tribe
Go to the top of Empire State
Buy a boat
See a show on Broadway
Fishing
Drive a F1 car
Hunt a bird
Learn sign language
Write screenplay
Spend a weekend in flee market
Buy an ipad
Be good in a sport (really good)
Take a dip in the Amazon
Get a promotion
Attend in a TV show
Attend in a concert
Drive over 300 km/hr
Play Paintball
Fire a pistol
Finish all my books
Read a wiki article everyday for a year
Drive a car around the country
Make an origami crane
see the pyramids
Build something
Go to a party in the middle of the woods.
Get an apartment for myself.
start a vinyl collection
Visit Amsterdam
Get 1967 Mustang GT500
Go on a hot air baloon ride
Snowboard
Attend the opening ceremony of the Summer Olympics.
Take scuba diving lessons.
Attend the Bayreuth Festival.
Pretend to be not me for a month. In a foreign country.
To laugh so hard til I puke
To be the happiest man with her

To be continued.

Feeling Old

Ahmed — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 13:08:38 +0000

It’s just that, you know how sometimes you grow passionate about something.. something, trivial and stupid.. but nonetheless, you grow passionate to an extent where passion overflows. I’ve been experiencing this alot these days.

The only reason I’m so passionate about these things or persons is in attempt to bury an older person or thing. I may have been trying to deny this reason. But deep down inside keep telling me to face and acknowledge the truth.

Here goes..

I’ve been growing insanely passionate about persons and things ever since I buried that older person or thing. It truly never ceases to amaze me, that old person or thing; it was the only person and thing that’d been able to grasp my self-indulgent, childish interest for so long.

But then, poof, all gone.

Because one day I realized that my childishness was just too grave to be ignored. How much longer must I lead the way when I don’t even deserve to be a leader?

I thought I could be happy with out the older thing. And I will not lie to you, being the selfish, self centered, child that I am, there were the many, many times when I was completely happy and content without it. But truth be told, I just keep going from thing to thing …each end in disastrous pain and my cruel acknowledgment of what kind of person I really am…

Dreadfully unwise. Horribly imprudent. Forever a reckless, unruly child, who is a stranger to the term “self-preservation.”

*long, hard, sigh*

I just can’t seem to shake off that horrendous feeling of emptiness.

Help me…anybody…

Music Monday #1

Ahmed — Mon, 28 Sep 2009 20:21:21 +0000

Bjork/ I’ve seen it all ‘: I love this song..this is a scene from Dancer in the Dark film. Her voice is so adorable.

Another song from Bjork/Big Time Sensuality..I can’t say anything other than charming. And I love Bjork <3